An apologetics study bible would be what you're looking for estrada. I'm in the same boat, have a belief & growing relationship with God, but feel woefully unequipped to go toe-to-toe with a seemingly well versed nonbeliever. And regardless of how knowledgeable anyone may become, at some point there comes the time when the two sides have to agree to disagree because neither can physically prove aspects of their argument & require opinion or belief or faith to acknowledge anything beyond that. I believe thats where its at on this board, the guys posting in here in unbelief do so frequently & its highly unlikely anyone on here will be changing their minds. Same can be said for the believers who are on here & openly post about it, its unlikely any of the nonbelievers are going to make any point that will make the believer throw in the towel & change their mind.